melissa alyse

lately

Sat, 26 Dec 2009 21:20:56 GMT

i am just so confused with everything..
i don't even know anymore

Sat, 26 Dec 2009 21:17:50 GMT

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 22:43:34 GMT

can't wait to see my doggie!!

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 21:58:56 GMT

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 00:21:07 GMT

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 21:52:38 GMT

Ava Jean Pecoraro 15 months

january

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 21:44:05 GMT

is when i get to see my niece,she has grown up a lot in 8 months

She is getting soo big!

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 17:43:23 GMT

Confessions..

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 14:08:19 GMT

10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now…

1.I wish you cared enough to at least try to change this.
2.Even though I see you all the time,I miss you so much.
3.I have always been the best of friend to you,why can't you just do the same?
4.I wish you would grow up and realize what you have and just appreciate that.
5.My whole life it has always been about y o u,and nobody else.
6.I hate that you preach to me but turn around and do much worse.
7.I can't believe you let her come between us,like always.We used to be so close and until this year we had never once been in a argument that lasted this long,that made me move across the country.
8.You used to be my favorite sibling,now you think your too good to even talk to me.
9.I really appreciate what you have done for me,for taking me in and treating me like I was your own,you are one of the most amazing people I have ever met,and I'm glad to call you my family.
10.Your getting older and older and it scares me,I do not want to lose you,I think I will go insane without you.

9 things people may not know about you

1.Driving scares the hell outta me.
2.I'm terrified to grow up.
3.I have scary nightmares but in the day time when I'm awake,I always die in them.
4.Being around large groups of people make me become really shy.
5.I get jealous of my best friend..
6.I have a mole on my forehead that I hide with my hair.
7.I can bake really really well.
8.I am a virgin.
9.Last year I had a break down and my mom sent me to live with my aunt.

8 ways to win my heart

1.Color with me :)
2.Tell me I am beautiful no matter what.
3.Be there for me.
4.Lay around with me doing nothing.
5.Give me kisses.
6.Watch my corny tv shows with me.
7.Surprise me.
8.Just love me..

7 things that cross your mind a lot

1.Why can't I lose weight,I try and try.
2.Will I ever find a job??
3.Why did I get stuck with all the bad traits.
4.Will he ever stop smoking like he promised?
5.Why does it feel like he doesn't even like me?
6.Will I ever be close with her again?
7.I wish I were prettier.

6 things you do before you fall asleep

1.Take medicine to sleep.
2.Wash my face/teeth
3.Pjs
4.Get a glass of water.
5.Lock doors/shut off lights.
6.Air up mattress more..lol and turn on fan/open window.

5 things you notice in the opposite sex

1. eyes.
2. shoes.
3. hair.
4. personality.
5. how they act.

4 things you wish you never did

1.Stopped school.
2.Drank
3.Been so nice to everyone to just get used and made fun of.
4.Met Ricky.

3 songs to describe your life

1.I have
2.NO
3.idea.

2 things you want to do before you die

1.Travel.
2.Marriage,Kids,be happy.

1 confession…

Sometimes I think..what if.

Boldness

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 13:24:15 GMT

Bold What's True About You

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I need money right now.
I LOVE sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

wow

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 17:20:15 GMT

What the hell am I doing?

Tue, 16 Jun 2009 23:08:58 GMT

1. I've come to realize that my hair...
needs to grow and be dyed.

2. I've come to realize that school...
is just not for me.

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
i don't drive.

4. I've come to realize that I need....
money.

5. I've come to realize that my heart...
is happy.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when people...
treat me like shit.

7. I've come to realize that money...
is what i need.

8. I've come to realize that certain people...
are annoying.

9. I've come to realize that I'll never be ...
skinny.

10. I've come to realize drugs...
make you stupid.

11. I've come to realize my best friend(s)...
are not always there for me.

12. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
is gone.

13. I've come to realize when I woke up this morning...
i wanted to go back to sleep.

14. I've come to realize last night before I went to sleep...
i was being a bitch apparently.

15. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about...
myself.

16. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook...
i get right off.

17. I've come to realize that yesterday...
i felt like shit.

18. I've come to realize that today....
i felt like shit.

19. I've come to realize that last night...
i pissed david off.

20. I have come to realize that tomorrow...
im turning 20.

21. I've come to realize that I really want to...
find a job.

22. I've come to realize that I love...
the rain.

23. I've come to realize that this weekend...
will suck.

24. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset...
is happy music.

25. I've come to realize that some friends...
just plain suck.

26. I've come to realize that this year...
has been different.

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 23:20:54 GMT

Real Fact # 111

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 18:27:59 GMT

"Only male turkeys gobble."

fluffy

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 02:18:55 GMT

i did it

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 20:27:13 GMT

i cut my haiiir

unsucessfullll

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 19:28:39 GMT

walked ALL over town today looking for a OPEN hair salon,only one was open and they are ghetto.So tomorrooow im goin to chop off my hurr! yayy!

new york

Sun, 14 Sep 2008 00:29:59 GMT

i love it here