urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie melissa alyse melissa alyse 2009-12-26T21:20:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:62455 2009-12-26T21:20:56Z 2009-12-26T21:20:56Z i am just so confused with everything..<br />i don't even know anymore urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:62001 2009-12-26T21:17:50Z 2009-12-26T21:17:50Z <a href="http://lilypie.com/"><img src="http://lb1m.lilypie.com/Nmu7m6.png" width="200" height="80" border="0" alt="Lilypie First Birthday tickers" /></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:61573 2009-11-30T22:43:34Z 2009-11-30T22:43:34Z <a href="http://s46.photobucket.com/albums/f150/Molethehustler/pets/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF2752.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i46.photobucket.com/albums/f150/Molethehustler/pets/DSCF2752.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br />can't wait to see my doggie!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:61430 2009-11-23T21:58:56Z 2009-11-23T21:58:56Z <a href="http://daisypath.com/"><img src="http://davm.daisypath.com/kK1dm5.png" width="200" height="80" border="0" alt="Daisypath Anniversary tickers" /></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:60246 2009-11-09T00:21:07Z 2009-11-09T00:21:51Z <center><a href="http://s46.photobucket.com/albums/f150/Molethehustler/Ava%20Jean/?action=view&amp;current=something.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i46.photobucket.com/albums/f150/Molethehustler/Ava%20Jean/something.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:60031 2009-11-08T21:52:38Z 2009-11-23T17:21:40Z <img src="http://i46.photobucket.com/albums/f150/Molethehustler/Ava%20Jean/110409_072802-1.jpg"><img src="http://i46.photobucket.com/albums/f150/Molethehustler/Ava%20Jean/110409_072801-1.jpg"><br /><br />Ava Jean Pecoraro 15 months urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:59651 2009-11-08T21:44:05Z 2009-11-09T00:22:27Z Brand new <img src="http://i46.photobucket.com/albums/f150/Molethehustler/Ava%20Jean/110709_232900-1.jpg"><img src="http://i46.photobucket.com/albums/f150/Molethehustler/Ava%20Jean/110709_212300-1.jpg"><br /><br />is when i get to see my niece,she has grown up a lot in 8 months urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:57922 2009-08-18T17:43:23Z 2009-08-18T17:43:23Z <a href="http://lilypie.com/"><img src="http://lb2m.lilypie.com/jNizm4.png" width="200" height="80" border="0" alt="Lilypie Second Birthday tickers" /></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:56312 2009-07-22T14:08:19Z 2009-11-08T19:45:00Z 10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now…<br /><br />1.I wish you cared enough to at least try to change this.<br />2.Even though I see you all the time,I miss you so much.<br />3.I have always been the best of friend to you,why can't you just do the same?<br />4.I wish you would grow up and realize what you have and just appreciate that.<br />5.My whole life it has always been about y o u,and nobody else.<br />6.I hate that you preach to me but turn around and do much worse.<br />7.I can't believe you let her come between us,like always.We used to be so close and until this year we had never once been in a argument that lasted this long,that made me move across the country.<br />8.You used to be my favorite sibling,now you think your too good to even talk to me.<br />9.I really appreciate what you have done for me,for taking me in and treating me like I was your own,you are one of the most amazing people I have ever met,and I'm glad to call you my family.<br />10.Your getting older and older and it scares me,I do not want to lose you,I think I will go insane without you.<br /><br />9 things people may not know about you<br /><br />1.Driving scares the hell outta me.<br />2.I'm terrified to grow up.<br />3.I have scary nightmares but in the day time when I'm awake,I always die in them.<br />4.Being around large groups of people make me become really shy.<br />5.I get jealous of my best friend..<br />6.I have a mole on my forehead that I hide with my hair.<br />7.I can bake really really well.<br />8.I am a virgin.<br />9.Last year I had a break down and my mom sent me to live with my aunt.<br /><br />8 ways to win my heart<br /><br />1.Color with me :)<br />2.Tell me I am beautiful no matter what.<br />3.Be there for me.<br />4.Lay around with me doing nothing.<br />5.Give me kisses.<br />6.Watch my corny tv shows with me.<br />7.Surprise me. <br />8.Just love me..<br /><br />7 things that cross your mind a lot<br /><br />1.Why can't I lose weight,I try and try.<br />2.Will I ever find a job??<br />3.Why did I get stuck with all the bad traits.<br />4.Will he ever stop smoking like he promised?<br />5.Why does it feel like he doesn't even like me?<br />6.Will I ever be close with her again?<br />7.I wish I were prettier.<br /><br /><br />6 things you do before you fall asleep<br /><br />1.Take medicine to sleep.<br />2.Wash my face/teeth<br />3.Pjs<br />4.Get a glass of water.<br />5.Lock doors/shut off lights.<br />6.Air up mattress more..lol and turn on fan/open window.<br /><br />5 things you notice in the opposite sex<br /><br />1. eyes.<br />2. shoes.<br />3. hair.<br />4. personality.<br />5. how they act.<br /><br />4 things you wish you never did<br /><br />1.Stopped school.<br />2.Drank<br />3.Been so nice to everyone to just get used and made fun of.<br />4.Met Ricky.<br /><br />3 songs to describe your life<br /><br />1.I have<br />2.NO<br />3.idea.<br /><br />2 things you want to do before you die<br /><br />1.Travel.<br />2.Marriage,Kids,be happy.<br /><br /><br />1 confession…<br /><br />Sometimes I think..what if. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:55874 2009-07-22T13:24:15Z 2009-11-08T19:45:50Z Bold What's True About You<br /><br /><b>I miss somebody right now.</b><br />I don't watch TV these days.<br /><b>I wear glasses or contact lenses.</b><br />I love to play video games.<br />I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.<br /><b>I believe honesty is usually the best policy.</b><br /><b>I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.</b><br />I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.<br />I’ve broken someone’s bones.<br /><b>I’m paranoid sometimes.</b><br /><b>I need money right now.</b><br /><b>I LOVE sushi.</b><br />I talk really,really fast.<br />I have long hair.<br />I have lost money in Las Vegas.<br /><b>I have at least one sibling.</b><br /><b>I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.</b><br />I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.<br />I am usually pessimistic.<br /><b>I have a lot of mood swings.</b><br />I have a hidden talent.<br />I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.<br />I am currently single.<br />I have pecked someone of the same sex.<br />I enjoy talking on the phone.<br />I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.<br />I love to shop.<br /><b>Enjoy window shopping.</b><br /><b>I would rather shop than eat.</b><br /><b>I don’t hate anyone.</b><br />I’m a pretty good dancer.<br />I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.<br />I have a cell phone.<br />I believe in God.<br />I watch MTV on a daily basis.<br />I have passed out drunk<br /><b>I’ve rejected someone before.</b><br /><b><big>I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.</big></b><br /><b>I want to have children in the future.</b><br /><b>I have changed a diaper before.</b><br />I’ve called the cops on a friend before.<br />I’m not allergic to anything.<br /><b>I have a lot to learn.</b><br />I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.<br />I am shy around the opposite sex.<br /><b>I have tried alcohol before.</b><br />I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.<br />I own the “South Park” movie.<br /><b>I would die for my best friends.</b><br />I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.<br />I have used my sexuality to advance my career.<br />I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.<br /><b>Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.</b><br />I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.<br /><b>I am happy at this moment.</b><br />I’m obsessed with guys.<br />I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.<br />I am comfortable with who I am right now.<br /><b>I have more than just my ears pierced.</b><br /><b>I walk barefoot wherever i can.</b><br />I have jumped off a bridge.<br /><b>I love sea turtles.</b><br />I spend ridiculous money on makeup.<br />Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.<br />I’m proficient in a musical instrument.<br />I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.<br />I hate office jobs.<br />I love sci-fi movies.<br /><b>think water rules.</b><br />I went to college out of state.<br />I like sausages.<br /><b>I love kisses.</b><br />I usually like covers better than originals.<br /><b>I can pick up things with my toes.</b><br /><b>I can’t whistle.</b><br />I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.<br />I have ridden a horse.<br />I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.<br />I can’t stick to a diet.<br />I talk in my sleep.<br /><b>I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.</b><br />Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.<br />I have jazz in my blood.<br />I wear a toe ring.<br />I have a tattoo.<br />I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.<br />I am a caffeine junkie.<br />I have been to over 15 conventions.<br />I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.<br />I’m an artist.<br />I only clean my room when necessary.<br />I like a person of the same sex.<br /><b>I love being happy.</b><br />I am an adrenaline junkie. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:47974 2009-06-24T17:20:15Z 2009-11-08T19:48:26Z <img style="visibility:hidden;width:0px;height:0px;" border="0" width="0" height="0" 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I've come to realize that my hair...<br />needs to grow and be dyed.<br /><br />2. I've come to realize that school...<br />is just not for me.<br /><br />3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...<br />i don't drive.<br /><br />4. I've come to realize that I need....<br />money.<br /><br />5. I've come to realize that my heart...<br />is happy.<br /><br />6. I've come to realize that I hate it when people...<br />treat me like shit.<br /><br />7. I've come to realize that money...<br />is what i need.<br /><br />8. I've come to realize that certain people...<br />are annoying.<br /><br />9. I've come to realize that I'll never be ...<br />skinny.<br /><br />10. I've come to realize drugs...<br />make you stupid.<br /><br />11. I've come to realize my best friend(s)...<br />are not always there for me.<br /><br />12. I've come to realize that my cell phone...<br />is gone.<br /><br />13. I've come to realize when I woke up this morning...<br />i wanted to go back to sleep.<br /><br />14. I've come to realize last night before I went to sleep...<br />i was being a bitch apparently.<br /><br />15. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about...<br />myself.<br /><br />16. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook...<br />i get right off.<br /><br />17. I've come to realize that yesterday...<br />i felt like shit.<br /><br />18. I've come to realize that today....<br />i felt like shit.<br /><br />19. I've come to realize that last night...<br />i pissed david off.<br /><br />20. I have come to realize that tomorrow...<br />im turning 20.<br /><br />21. I've come to realize that I really want to...<br />find a job.<br /><br />22. I've come to realize that I love...<br />the rain.<br /><br />23. I've come to realize that this weekend...<br />will suck.<br /><br />24. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset...<br />is happy music.<br /><br />25. I've come to realize that some friends...<br />just plain suck.<br /><br />26. I've come to realize that this year...<br />has been different. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:40991 2009-06-11T23:20:54Z 2009-11-08T19:52:56Z <a href="http://s46.photobucket.com/albums/f150/Molethehustler/Ava%20Jean/?action=view&amp;current=l_96c50c38693247ec9ed6579b9a244b7e.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i46.photobucket.com/albums/f150/Molethehustler/Ava%20Jean/l_96c50c38693247ec9ed6579b9a244b7e.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:28067 2008-10-02T18:27:59Z 2009-11-08T19:55:36Z "Only male turkeys gobble." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:27663 2008-10-02T02:18:55Z 2009-11-08T19:55:20Z <a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/lovethisordie/pic/0000a9db/"><img src="http://pics.livejournal.com/lovethisordie/pic/0000a9db/s320x240" width="320" height="240" border="0" /></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:25791 2008-09-23T20:27:13Z 2008-09-23T20:27:13Z i cut my haiiir urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:25476 2008-09-22T19:28:39Z 2008-09-22T19:28:39Z walked ALL over town today looking for a OPEN hair salon,only one was open and they are ghetto.So tomorrooow im goin to chop off my hurr! yayy! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lovethisordie:22191 2008-09-14T00:29:59Z 2009-11-08T19:57:23Z i love it here